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Is This The Best I Could Do?

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Carpet 01:02
Well I keep getting myself knee deep in debt and every time you cried I secretly laughed and all I ever wanted was to see you through a hole in the floorboards and all I ever wanted was to see you through a hole in the floorboards I never messed with cigarette smoke Because you and I both know that was because I was broke and all I ever wanted was to see you through a hole in the floorboards and all I ever wanted was to see you through a hole in the floorboards
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Don’t hold back Your heart attack on my heartstrings that have been rusted over again Love lost at sea means more to me then all the nicotine and caffeine shared between us With a new attitude on life and a displacement of my time I’ve been living two lives I’ve been living two lives Sit and think in reverie a costly commission of sanity with the new sheets in my dreams with daytime TV early in the morning Before the call transmission stalls and the constant breaking down of your walls you know I’ve seen it all before Coffee cake Reverberate the sound of your accented bait Just to keep me away With a new attitude on life and a displacement of my time I’ve been living two lives I’ve been living two lives Sit and think in reverie a costly commission of sanity with the new sheets in my dreams with daytime TV early in the morning You’re camera shy and I’m tongue tied I’m taking all bets on future releases of the All American Rejects Sit and think in reverie a costly commission of sanity with the new sheets in my dreams with daytime TV early in the morning
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I’ve been spending late nights with cigarettes and drinking lightly to the sound of a crowded room on the TV and most of these nights have been full of Pep Pills full of caffeine to keep me up through the morning and I Promise that I’m okay and I promise I’ll be okay I’ve been spending early mornings in front of the TV I haven’t been doing much of anything lately and I Promise that I’m okay and I promise I’ll be okay and I Promise that I’m okay and I promise I’ll be okay
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You are water twelve feet deep and I am boots made of concrete We'll wear cool clothes that show some skin, Flash a fake, so we'll both get in Now we're dancing, we're so drunk We are so cool, we are so punk And yes, we can keep living like this. As long as you're here I will live like this. Since when did "I wanna hear your voice" not become a good excuse? Calling you three in the morning, laugh at sleep that we'll both lose Maybe college won't work out, I can come live at your house I'm supposed to be at class now but my roommate just passed out And I cannot get in my room, get all my books and what I need You're all I need but I am pretty sure your parents will never see I'll let it be, 'cause it was never meant to be I'll let it be. Because you are water twelve feet deep and I am boots made of concrete We'll wear cool clothes that show some skin, Flash a fake, so we'll both get in Now we're dancing, we're so drunk We are so cool, we are so punk And yes, we can keep living like this. As long as you're here I will live like this. I get left out, I get left out of every plan they make That is what I have to do Be the only kid from school who is still in love with you Maybe college won't work out, I can come live at your house I'm supposed to be at class now but my roommate just passed out And I cannot get in my room, get all my books and what I need You're all I need but I am pretty sure your parents will never see I'll let it be, 'cause it was never meant to be Because you are water twelve feet deep and I am boots made of concrete We'll wear cool clothes that show some skin, Flash a fake, so we'll both get in Now we're dancing, we're so drunk We are so cool, we are so punk And yes, we can keep living like this. As long as you're here I will live like this.
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There are five delightful flavors in a Lifesavers roll, yeah my grandma used to say I've got a sentimental skull. But my grandma was a waitress, my mom was a waitress, and I am a waitress too. Yeah, your dad, he was a cop and punched you right in the head. You said "Fuck you, Dad! I hate you!" and that's just what you meant. But your dad was a cop, I bet his dad was a cop, yeah but you're no cop you see. No, to me you are the great wall of China. Yeah to me, you are the golden gates of hell. Yeah to me, you are college camping trips and hockey. Yeah to me, you are the lies that you sell. No it's true that I still love you, for how long I never could tell. But our lives are the same, both in shape and in length. For when you die, I will die as well.

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It's an invitation to my manic depressive state and coping with my life and how I'm constantly changing.

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released August 11, 2015

Thanks for the support from my friends.
William Patterson University
Shea Practice room 119

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