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The Art of Coexisting With Someone You Once Loved (Live Demos)

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When you're in love You do crazy things You tell your common sense to "Shut the fuck up" and "just go with it" You never stop to think any of your actions through You make love then make do of the shitty situation around you and when you can't deal on how the relationship turned out You spend sleepless nights in your bed fully clothed wide awake until late Autumn afternoons Skip your early morning classes in favor of last-minute apologies being sick over past love philosophies continuous sightings of future encounters Brings anxieties buried deep back You remember what brian told you Just breathe in Hold it Hold it and let it out and let it out When you reinvent the wheel you set yourself up for a chance at utter failure mentally and emotionally then you lie to yourself about coexisting with someone whom you once loved and they fucked and they couldn't give a fuck about you
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Thinking back on all my mistakes I'm taking long drags from a short cigarette I've been wasting my time counting all my mistakes and we've been sitting on this long dull street babe, looking for parking oh my god it's a ripoff of a Modern Baseball classic Alpha Kappa Follie a Deux I don't give a shit anymore Lately, I've been taking long drags from a short cigarette Drinking iced tea and water under rain sky and cloudy weather clouds my vision on whether or whether not I can get something right I can get something right.
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He listens on repeat And he's getting high in the basement And she's with his brother In the next room over And I'm watching her from the corner of the party Where the introverts stand and say nothing With our red plastic cups half filled with cheap beer Trying to drink themselves away From this place. And she shows him "Dark Blue" by Jack's He listens on repeat While she's saying she's sorry Drunken night mistakes Turns Into morning regrets Leading down a winding road To when he stabbed her back So she tells him she hates him And he tells her the same Yells that he's high again And says that he's changed He tells her he's sorry And he's done with these games Pulls out a ring (That his grandmother gave to him) Gets down on one knee And she just walks away.
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Washed Out 02:44
He's got a sign A shameless plug Waving it around shouting about Yelling Jesus saves us And she needs the drugs that keeps her homeless and that's where she wants to be Knee deep in shit With no help from friends or family And I'm washed up Washed out In a sea of people And he’s got a calling Moved to New York to find where it’s been coming from And he’s lost with cut ties With cuts underneath his eyes To make sure that he keeps them open through the night ‘Cause he’s scared And lonely and too prideful for help ‘Cause he’s scared And lonely and too prideful for help And he’s washed up Washed out In a sea of people We’re all washed up and washed out in a sea of people.
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College girls Only like guys with cars And have their shit together Not dearly Changing like the weather Wanting commitment With no clue how to Commit I’ve been waiting All my life For something New, refreshing,with a bit of spice I thought I found her once before But she Had bad intentions And I need to find a new way to survive College drinking Always sound like a vice And I’ve been looking for advice From anyone but you Because you know All I want to do is to see you die with him Maybe I should just listen and forgive I’ve been waiting All my life For something New, refreshing,with a bit of spice I thought I found her once before But she Had bad intentions And I need to find a new way to survive And College life seems more like a mistake Paying thousands of dollars just to feel second rate And I’ve been thinking about when I get out Will this shitty paper help me to pay my own way I’ve been waiting All my life For something New, refreshing,with a bit of spice I thought I found her once before But she Had bad intentions And I need to find a new way to survive
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thinking back on everything I know that I have done From the cigarettes, I hid from my mom Missing high fives Looking through hazy skylines I thought were your hands Just without the lights And I know that I missed out on a lot From broken friendships I just forgot to call And maybe later I could work And get a job And maybe they could visit me At the mall And even though People say I'm tall Most times I feel two feet small I’m not clever I’m quite unoriginal Pretty bland And a little too literal And I don’t want to sound This cynical But you know how it goes When you're unoriginal And every day I look At the mistakes that I’ve made And I try To forget But I can’t I realized That I can’t turn back the clock But that’s alright with me I want to go to back to when I was 16 Lighting up behind the Dairy Queen This’ll be my new anthem
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Everyday 03:07
Star crossed lovers it was doomed to fail with love and hope, it soon would prevail But our choices on our lives Left on different paths Had to say goodbye Remember how I coaxed you into dancing And we laughed and turned all night Swaying to the beat It was the best time of our lives And I moved away And ruined our chances Of high school sweethearts Our dreams decayed I fucked up and forgot to call There was no signal Sorry for the delay You were my one true shot at love and I’m truly sorry every day Everyday Remember when I gave you that note That said I wanted to be your only one I remember you smiling as I turned to run And I moved away And ruined our chances Of high school sweethearts Our dreams decayed I fucked up and forgot to call There was no signal Sorry for the delay You were my one true shot at love and I’m truly sorry every day Everyday X2 You were my one true shot at love and I’m truly sorry every day Everyday
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Broken 01:42
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I always keep tripping in the dark Over conversations Making small talk about our Lackluster relationship facebook statuses About Moving out And back in with our parents While we sit alone in our rooms And pretend to study Still waking up early And Irishing our coffee With a lack of abandon Our ship is sailing Straight into the brick wall of my imagination And we’ve been sinking Into the ocean of our deepest darkest thoughts To keep out of the commotion of life Recently I’ve been purposely Stepping on legos To find a piece of emotion still left in me Tying knots in my stomach To keep me from Hitting the floor Exposing my cheap skin That you could is paper thin By the blood filled word count That trickles out Have you ever felt like the siding of your house After enough time the color just gets washed out And you’ll paint yourself brand new again Just to be worn down under your cheap skin.
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College life is not for me Could you point me to the couch where I can sleep? And we're just stray cats Outliers on a normalcy graph Our paws hit the concrete leaving us incomplete And every day it seems I'm leaning more towards vagrancy Then my half hatred dreams And we've been falling asleep on couches in our dreams Instead of classes By fee And we've been huffing our smoke Mixing liquor in coffee If we're not happy here Think about how happy we'll be And we're just stray cats Outliers on a normalcy graph X3

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released August 9, 2016

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